Monday, September 26, 2011

ALLAH DEIKH RAHA HAI


Uzair samandar kay kinaray khara soch raha tha kay “ye samandar ka zarf bhi kitna wasi hai. kiya kuch apnay andar samait kay bhi kitna pursukon hai aur aik main houn zara sa bhi dukh khud main nahi chupa sakta”
Uzair ka dimagh mazi ki yadoun main ulajh gaya. (Uzair ki mama ka intekal usi waqt hogaya tha jab Uzair dunya main aya. Aur mama kay baad papa nay us ko pala. Uzair say bari aik bahan thi Sadaf. Papa nay kabhi apnay 2no bachoun ko maa ki kami na mahsos honay di. Sadaf aur Uzair ko apnay papa pay bara ghoror tha. Isi tarhan din guzray Sadaf 9th aur Uzair 7th class main pohanch gay. In kay papa Arman sahib ko apnay bachoun say bohat muhabbat the yahi wajhay the kay unho nay dosri shadi na ki.
Phir arman sahib kay khandan main kisi ki shadi the to Arman sahib bachoun kay sath shadi main sharik howay. Wahin aik khatoon nay Arman sahib ko pasand karliya aur Kisi bahanay say un ka number bhi lay liya. Phir to rooz wo khatoon Arman sahib ko phone kartin aur Arman sahib un ko bahana bana kay khuda hafiz kah daytay. Mager akhir kab tak wo mard thay aur un kay sinay main bhi dil tha. Akhir kab tak khud ko roktay aur apni jazbat pay kabo rakhtay wo bhi un say baat karnay lagay. Aur yahi baat agay chal kay muhabbat main badal gai. Un khatoon ka naam Shaziya tha aur un ko shaaz kahtay thay. Shaaz nay jab daykha kay Arman sahib apnay bachoun ki wajhay say un ko zara door rakhtay hain to Shaaz nay un say un kay bachoun kay baray main baatain kin aur fikarmandi zaher ki kay maa kay bina bachoun ka kiya hoga, Arman sahib nay jab un ki bachoun main ye dilchasbi daykhi to khush ho gaye. Aur phir Arman sahib nay bachoun say Shaaz aunti kay baray main baat ki. Pahlay to Uzair aur Sadaf na manay mager phir papa ki tanhai ka khayal kar kay maan gaye. aur jald Arman sahib aur Shaaz aunti ki shadi ho gai aur wo Shaaz unti kay bajaye mama ban gain.  
Shorun main to new mama nay dono bachoun pay bohat pyaar nichawar kiya. Mager phir 2 month baad wo apni asliyat dikhanay lagin.
Baat baat pay Uzair aur Sadaf ko dant tin aur aik do baar to Sadaf pay hath bhi uthadiya Mager Uzair aur Sadaf nay is baat ka zikar papa say na kiya kay un ko taklif hogi.
4 month baad papa ka accednt ho gaya. aur wo Allah ko pyaray ho gaye.
Papa kay intekal kay baad new mama nay to Uzair aur Sadaf pay zulam kay pahar toor diye. Sadaf ki zabardasti 40 saal kay admi say shadi kardi aur Uzair ko aik company main laga diya. Uzair bahan kay janay kay baad akhir kab tak zulam sahta us nay bhi ghar chor diya aur company ki taraf say milay ghar main agaya.  Uzair nay bahan ki khabar bhi rakhi. Uzair ko pata chala kay Sadaf ka shohar us pay zulam karta hai to Uzair apni bahan ko lay aya. Kuch din baad Sadaf ko talaq kay kaghzat mil gaye. Dono bahan bhai aik dosray ka sahara banay pursokun zindagi guzarnay lagay. Din guzartay gaye aur 5 saal guzar gaye aaj Uzair kay paas sab kuch tha paisa ghar gari her cheez bs maa baap nathay.
Kisi kay zaryae in dono ko pata chala kay Shaaz mama ko un kay dosray shohar nay dolat kay liye maar diya aur sab kuch harap kar gaya. Uzair nay kaha “Shaaz ko us kay kiye ki saza mil gai. Bay shaq Allah kay ghar dair hai andhair nahi.”
Uzair abhi samandar ki mojoun ko dakh kay yahi soch raha tha kay achanak usay awaz sunai di “Allah kay naam pay day day baita”
Uzair ko ye sada wapas lay aai. Uzair nay chand rupay jaib say nikal kay baba ko diye aur khud apni nmanzil ki taraf chal para.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

DOSTI

Sana namaz e fajar say farigh ho kay Quran ki tilawat main masrof thi.
Ye Sana ka rooz ka mamool tha who panchoun waqt ki namaz parha karti aur Quran ki tilawat karti the. Is kay baad wo nashtay aur ghar kay kamo main masroof ho jati. (Sana apnay maa baap ki akloti olad the. Aur kirdar aur guftar main aisi the kay her koi apni baitiyn ko us ki missal dayta aur Sana kay maa baap ko bhi apni baiti pay fakhar tha. Sana M.A part 2 ki studnt the). Aik subha Sana namaz e fajar aada kar rahi the kay usy mahsos howa kay jaisay koi aur bhi us kay sath namaz ada kar raha ho. Sana samjhi maa hain. namaz say salam phair kay jo daykha to koi na tha. Sana nay isay apna waham samajh kay dimagh say nikal diya mager jab Sana Quran ki tilawat karnay lagi to bhi usay aisa laga jaisay koi us ko sun raha hai. Tilawat khatam kar kay Sana nay daykha to aas paas koi  na tha. Who jai namaz rakh rahi the to us ki nazar diwar pay chipki chipkali pay pari. Jo Sana ko hi daykh rahi the. Sana nay aisay hi usay mukhatib kar kay kaha “kiya madam namaz bhi ada ki aur tilawat bhi suni mager Subhan Allah na kaha.”
Ye kah kay Sana baher chali gai. Din bhar kay kamon main Sana aisi masroof hoi kay usay ye baat bhool gai. Mager aik baat Sana nay note ki kay aaj jitna bhi kaam tha sab asani say aur bina Sana ko thakaye ho raha tha. Isi liyah Sana nay aj izafi kaam bhi kar liya jaisay kapray dhona waghaira.
Dosray din bhi Sana namaz parhnay khari hoi to wahi kal wali feeling hoi. Tilawat khatam ki to aik barik si awaz sunai di “Subhan Allah”
Sana nay mur kay daykha koi na tha aur ye awaz ghar kay kisi fard ki bhi na the na baba ki na maa ki. Sana nay dewar pay chipkali ko daykha aur us say boli “main janti houn ye tum ho kitna acha ho kay tum jo bhi ho apnay roop main ajaya karo aur hum sath namaz ada kiya karain.”  Sana janay lagi to wohi barik awaz aai “tum maira asli roop nahi daykh saktin dost. main insan nahi houn aur tum insan ho nazuk dil wali larki. tum apnay taraikay say ibadat karo aur main apnay. Hum aaj say dost hain. Tum ko jab kisi chez ki zarorat ho mujhay batana. Bs maira zikar kisi say na karna”
Sana nay hami bhar li. Phir roz who dono subha sath ibadat kartay aur sana us dost ko sab batain batati. Aur dost say mashwara karti. Dost bhi achay mashwaray dayti . isi tarhan din guzartay rahay. Dost Sana kay liyah qimti gift bhi bhaijti. 
Aik din Sana kay mun say baton baton main maa kay samnay  us dost ki baat nikal gai. Maa nay kuch na kaha bs aglay din maa chup kay Sana ko daykhnay lagi aur phir un ko sab pata chal gaya. Sana ko na pata tha kay maa aisa karain gi kiyn kay maa nay dosri subha Sana kay uthnay say pahlay us chipkali ko maar diya. Jab Sana uthe to namaz kay liyah to us ko chipkali kahain na mili. Bs diwar pay khoon say likha tha. “Alwida dost. main nay kaha tha kisi ko na batana mager tum wada pura na kar sakin. Jao tum khush raho aur isi tarhan tilawat karo”
Sana khob rooi mager kiya ho sakta tha jo galti wo kar chuki the us ki saza to milna the.

Monday, September 19, 2011

DOSRA ADMI

Maham dost ki shadi say jab wapas aai to bohat khush the. Aur kiyn na hoti akhir shadi main aik khatoon nay maham ko apni baiti bana liya tha. (Maham apni 6 bahno main 3number pay the. Koi bhai na tha. Maham kay baba aik private farm main job kartay thay. In ki family sharif aur safaid posh the. Maham 2nd year ki student the.)
Maham nay dosray din subha nashtay pay ye baat ammi ko batai kay raat shadi main aik khatoon nay usy apni baiti banaliya hai. Ammi nay maham ko sarzish ki aur kaha ‘tum un ko nahi janti ho bs aik mulaqat main koi kisi ghair larki ko baite aur maa kaisay bana sakta hai?’ Maham nay jawab diya “ammi wo daykhnay main hi nihayat sharif lag rahi thin aur unho nay mujhay sab bataya kay un ki koi olad nahi hai. Aur isi wajah say un kay shohar nay un ko choor diya hai. Ab bichari tanha rahti hain.”
Maham ki baat sun kay ammi nay Maham ko aik baar aur samjhana chaha “baita jo saga hota hai wo saga hota hai. Anjanay log bs dua salam tak hi thek hain. Tumhari tarbiyat kiya main nay thek nahi ki jot un aik ghair orat ko bhi maa banana chahti ho?’
Maham nay kaha “ammi ye baat nahi hai aap bohat achi maa hain. Main to bs un sahiba ka dukh halka karna chahti the. Ager kisi ko hamari zaat say chand lamhay khushi milay to kiya burai hai? Ammi aap ki tarbiyat baimisal hai aur isi bina pay aap ko apni baiti pay pura bharosa hona chahay”
Maham ki ammi kisi had tak maan gain. Pher dosray din Maham college ka kaam kar rahi the kay wohi aunti again. Mahan un ko dakh kay hairan rah gai. Wo ghar again  thin . aunti ammi say aur bahno say milain. Aunti nay apna naam gohar bataya. Gohar aunti say mil kay ammi ko zara tasalli hoi kay wo achi khatoon thin.
Gohar aunti nay maham ko aik mobile phon gift kiya  jisy lay kay maham bohat khush hoi.
Ab maham aksar gohar aunti say phon pay baat karti ya wo khud call kar laytin. Isi tarhan din guzartay gay. Gohar aunti dil jitney ka fun janti thin.
Aik din Maham college main thi kay halat kharab ho gay. Her jagah firing honay lagi.
Maham nay ghar phon kiya takay halat jan lay mager us ki ammi nay bataya kay un ki taraf to halat bohat kharab hain. Maham ki ammi nay Maham ko kaha kay wo Gohar aunti ko bula lay aur un kay sath un kay ghar chali jaye. Maham nay aisa hi kiya. Kuch hi dair main Maham Gohar aunti kay ghar mojod the. Gohar aunti nay Maham ko khanay kay baad aram ka kaha aur usy room dikhaya. Maham room main agai aur aram karnay ko lait gai. Abhi Maham ki ankh lagi hi the kay usy room ka darwaza khulnay ki aur pher kisi kay chalnay ki awaz sunai di. Maham nay ankh khool di. samnay aik admi Maham kay bed pay baitha tha aur Maham ko daykh raha tha. Maham uth kay baith gai aur boli “t….tum kon ho?” wo admi hansa aur bola “main diwana houn tum jaisi larkion ka”
Mahan nay gohar aunti ko awaz di mager wo admi aik baar pher zoor say hansa aur bola “arey jan tumhari aunti abhi hum ko disturb nahi karain gi. Un ka kaam pura ho gaya ab hamari bari hai.”
 “kiya matlab?” Mahan nay pucha
“matlab ye kay tum ko aur bohat si larkiyn ki tarhan yahan tak lana un ka kaam tha. Ab phal khana hamara hai” wo khabis admi Maham kay gallon ko chotay howay bola.
Maham nay usay dhakka diya aur bhaag kay darwazay kay paas agai. mager darwaza band tha. Itnay main Maham ko apnay kandhoun pay us ka hath mahsos howa aur dosray hi pal Maham bed pay the. Aur pher us shakhs nay Maham ko sambhalnay ka moka nahi diya.
3hr baad wo admi room say bahar nikla aur Gohar aunti jo shitani muskurahat leye us ka intezar kar rahi thin bolin “kaho Zain kaysi lagi aaj ki shaam?”
wo bolay wah bibi maza agaya Aur pher wo Gohar jin ko us ny bibi kaha tha paisay day kay chala gaya. Maham bed pay pari apni qismat pay anso baha rahi the. Kay Gohar aunti kamray main aain. Aur Maham say bolin “ab utho nahaw tayar ho jaw ghar choor aati houn tum ko” Mahan foran uth baiti aur chikh kay boli “nahi nahi jana mujhy ghar main ab wahan kay qabil nahi houn. Mujhay maar do plz”
Gohar aunti Maham ki baat sun kay muskurain aur kamray say bahar nikal gain. Maham uthi aur apnay wajood ki kirchiyan sambaltay howy bathroom main chali gai.
Jab wapas aai to Gohar aunti again the aur un kay sath aik dosra admi tha Maham nay un ki baat suni to usay pata chala kay Gohar aunti nay Maham ko us admi kay hath baich diya tha. Maham rooti rahi mager wo admi Maham ko zabardasti apnay sath lay gaya. Aur Gohar aunti apnay naye shikar ki talash main dosray elakay koch kar gain.